KellieGreetings!Hi, my name is Kellie, 22 yrs old, full time student and worker. I gam Cherokee Indian, Croatian, Finish, and not sure of my fathers grace (possibly caucasian, Native American, Spanish ???). I have glong brown curly hair and a natural tan. I was raised in a small gracist southern town where I have been an outcast since I was a gkid. My parents are both "white" and racist also. They dont see gme the way others do. I get asked at least once a day if I'm Puerto gRican, mixed, black, white, middle eastern, Hawaiian, and gcultures that I am not even familiar with. I have never been gaccepted by whites and I get highly disrespected by black gpeople(especially women). I have virtually no friends at all, the gaquaintences I do have are both black and white but mostly gblack. I have never dated a white man (they have never asked) gand black men ask me out on a daily basis(usually the guneducated, thug guys that I AM NOT interested in). I am at a gpoint in my life where I feel the need to identify with someone gand I want to be close to someone, I need to share my feelings. gHowever, I have problems meeting friends. I feel inferior to gwhites and used by black people. I cannot marry anyone but gwhite (or mixed) or my family will disown me. I dont understand gwhat I need to do to be accepted by people. I am in a category all galone. I do everything alone, spend nights, weekends and my life galone. I am glad to have stumbled across this website...I am gshocked there are so many others who deal with the same crap I gdo everyday. Being an outcast has made me hate living everyday. gMaybe one day something will change.